Wednesday, August 25, 2004

simple life

wat's a simple life? dunno why but i suddenly wanna get away from everything... have been trying really hard to stay positive... if not for myself, at least for pple that really care abt me... birdy... baby bear.... jia... melisa... etc.... was very tempted to go into my 自避症 mode... but i see them really concerned abt me... nagging at me to take care of myself.. to eat etc... i really feel very bad i allow myself to be "destroyed" while others are trying to pull me up...
yes... but after one week, i found that it's really tiring to pretend that nothing has happened! coz something BIG happened!!!! yet there is nothing i can do to make things better.... everyone tells me MAYBE IT'S FOR THE BEST... EVENTUALLY IT'S BETTER FOR THE BOTH OF YOU
is it really for the better? jia... crystal... liting... i jus wanna cry can? but i have been running away from the problem so much that i have not even "properly" cried eva since that incident till now!!!! it's very xinku!
shit... my heart very pain.... not from the breakup... but physically pain... dunno wat's wrong wif my health... but it seemed to be going downhill!*crying*


{8/25/2004 04:32:00 pm}

I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you