Friday, August 20, 2004

Graduation... but y am i not happy?

finally after 3 years of slacking and playing,i've been offically declared a graduand! went for my graduation ceremony this afternoon!went up on stage and everything...but y am i not happy?
y... i still cant find the answer...
this is wat i want to tell that special someone.....
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dear... i miss you a lot!din we agree to be frens?y are u ignoring me now? is it impossible to remain as frens? i'm very tempted to keep calling and keep msging u... but i DUN DARE ... i'm really afraid that we go beyond the point of no return! i dun wanna become enemies! we already have one live example among us! wat has changed between us? is it u or is it me? am i not considerate enough? is it really that bad between us? rite now... i'm not handling things too well... it's either i'm not eating or i eat too much....
is it like wat everyone has told me? that it's better to end things that is of no ending than to drag on for even longer?
there is always a grey area between eva since 3years ago! i knew all along that u liked the other person! but i had neva said anything! i tot by supporting u in all tt u do, i could get u to change yr mind! but seemed like i was wrong... could it be not as painful if we ended it 3yeas ago when i first found out? there are so many questions that i have but cant answer... i wished there's an easier way to handle all these questions...
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*lost and confused*


{8/20/2004 08:23:00 am}

I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you