Wings of wind--

Friday, June 11, 2004

read on a fren's blog.... she posted the lyrics of the song Reflections from the movie Mulan... it seemed that all of a sudden the song really struck me very hard...

Everyday its as if I play a part

Now I see if I wear a mask

I can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart

//everyday i put on a smiling face...a brave face... yes.. i did fool the whole world... but can i fool myself?

I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

//though i'm really hopeless in the love department now... deep down i truly believe everybody would be able to find someone who truly love them for who they are!jus be natural... i wonder if there are pple who love me for who i am? my colleague keep telling me that he is going on diet... he wanna slim down... at least he still can slim down... can i?with my problem... it seemed so hopeless... no matter how i try.. i jus cant!there are 3.6 billion pple in Asia... why must it be me who get thyroid?even if it is meant to be?why did i get hypo-thyroid... why not hyper-thyroid? *fark*

There's a heart that must be free to fly

That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal what we think

How we feel

Must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide

//my heart really yearns to be free... to tell him how i feel... but i dun think i can...

i wanna cry now... can i?

{6/11/2004 09:59:00 pm}

I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you