Thursday, June 10, 2004

A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.

Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.

Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity...

hahaha... did a very funny quiz... from princess's webby... oh well... this is true to a certian sense... dunno how they do it also.. of is it that they simply write something general so that pple can relate to? hmmmm? *pondering*

finally watched "day after tomorrow"!it was good man... realised tat i cried during the movie again? why i cry... i also dunno... am i too highly-strung? shouldn't be ma... i had always been like that ba... i can imagine myself to be in that person's situation.... i can actually feel wat the other person is feeling! as far as i can remember, i had been like that... in fact my whole group of frens are like that! but i guess i might be the extreme one! hahahaha... but it's good to be empathic... i guess too much also no good!

chatted for a very long time wif a very old fren of mine... i knew her for 7 years already... used to be pretty close... then drifted apart for a while but now we are very close buddies now! have been talking abt her relatioship and also my literally non-existence relationship.... she was encouraging me to 表白 feelings to the other guy... hmmm... should i? i dunno... i'm not exactly afraid of rejection also lor... i mean dun like means dun like ma... if i tell him and the answer is not possible... i'll accept that and jus be frens ma... but i guess the only issue now is that i dunno if he might just decide to avoid me... i really dun wish for things to turn out that way lor... coz i do treasure him a lot... i dun wanna lose him as a fren... really dunno wat to do now... at a loss... at first i wanted to tell him long ago... but the most irritating thing was that i found out he was chasing another ger jus the day after i decided to drop in some hints... i guess forget it ba... seemed so hopeless.... all i can do is just to wish him happiness ba....

{6/10/2004 01:19:00 am}

I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you