Sunday, March 21, 2004

my heart?

shan.. follow yr heart.. it'll hurt yrself alot.. if u want to encourage/help him.. then again.. if seeing him happy makes u happy.. go ahead ba.. but b prepared tt in the process.. u'll be the one tt hurts most.. whatever it is.. just rem tt i'll be ard.. to support u for whatever decisions u should make.. just rem.. u are not alone.. don't be upset le.. hao ma? *hugs*
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fionie jie... thanks for saying all these things lor... after i msged u on friday afternoon, i met up for crystal... we talked a lot... i sort of str8-en my thinking liao lor... think i'll jus continue wif wateva i'm doing lar... yes... i know it will be painful... but wat in the world can i do?? nothing... wat is mine will ultimately be mine... if it was not meant to be... no matter wat i do or how i feel... it still will have the same ending... now i jus wanna concentrate on my work and also money... i wanna earn as much money as possible while i'm still young... b4 i start a family... dun really wanna bother abt relationship "anything extra that comes along is a bonus" as quoted from crystal...hahaha...
today spent the morning packing the house again... the usual lor.. sweeping, mopping, laundry and ironing... only i missed the ironing coz clothes not dry enuff... maybe have to leave till sunday... ahahah which is only a few hours later... :P
afternoon i went back to Tlk blangah... hahaha saw my little cute nephew... so adorable.. kept saying *no more*... yes my dear... yiyi's finished her soup.. of course no more lar.... had my mom's bak kuk teh... damn shoik... really missed mummy's cooking and esp her soup's... *MUMMY... I MISS U* .... hahaha... i sound like a small kid :P but in her eyes, even my eldest sis who is also a mother now.. is still a small kid... when it comes to me... of course i'm a baby to her rite???
evening went for line dance... quite fun... mom cant really catch the steps... so i was the one teaching her... unfortunately... sometimes i also cannot ctach up...LoL... :P the terok person teaching another terok... equates to SUPER TEROK..... hmmm.... should stop here tonite... going to watch VCD... sis borrowed canto drama guai xia yi zhi mei.... i took 4 episodes back to watch... better quickly finish... need to return mommy tml.... nitez all...


{3/21/2004 01:38:00 am}

I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you